0 Make or Break

I am feeling a little bit unsure.

I am waiting for the verdict of whether or not I will be offered another contract.
Of whether or not I will be accepting the contract or not.
On whether I will bargain or not.

Can I live up to the constant fickle-mindedness?
Can I suppress my mouth from voicing out my side of the story?
Can I continue to be the messenger to the "gods"?

Let Your will be done.

Later!