0 You

I dunno what kind of bug has bitten me.
The YOU bug perhaps.
Whenever am idle, it is you that occupy my thoughts.
You pop like a speech bubble in my head,
and just like cartoons,
you are there,
doing your thing.
YOU have given me such great memories that I can't erase.
Yes, YOU are permanently inked
tattooed not in my mind
but in this organ enclosed between the bones of my chest
Cheesy, yes.
True, definitely.
You're like a dream that will never be true.
Probably a nightmare that will haunt me forever.

I am starting to hate myself for

being petrified by just a mere vision of YOU
being stunned
being speechless
being occupied with memories that have long should been forgotten. :(